It's late at night, but I don't want to fall asleep! I've had a hard week this one and I've learned a lot about myself. I can cry on spot, which is not a good thing for me, because I try to never cry. I've been really hurt by a certain person, and it definitely has changed my attitude when I could've had so many great times this week! It's not just a lot of backstabbing, but I feel like I'm trying way to hard to be someone else. When I think of the person who I'd like to be, she's way to far out of reach to even figure out! I need to learn to love myself! I'm kinda stuck with myself for the rest of my life, so I should be friends with myself, right?! Yikes...
